life as it is

Got up done all my chores felt happy, then all of a sudden irritation swept over me and sadness as well. It just came out of the blues. So I went out even though it was raining but that didn’t help, usually going out helps and I don’t mind the rain. So came home and sat down thinking I do my knitting but even that didn’t help normally that’s soothes me. So I just sat quietly and tried not to over think or analyse what caused this. The only thing I could think of could it be the after effect of the flu virus bug thing I had a little while ago? Also the problem with my sister and social worker? I usually cope with things problems reasonably well. Anyway a quiet Easter weekend might do the trick to get my mojo back, I do hope so as I don’t like being like this. I am not feeling sorry for myself really and I do know other people have worse problems than me, it was one minute I was happy then the next bang out of the blue it just came. Life is strange at times !

1. Solved problem caused by my sister and the social worker . All it took was one email! 2. Orange hyacinth is really a peachy colour with a light pink stripe . It’s lovely . 3. All my cats went out int the back garden and claim it back from the other cats. They didn’t stay out to long as it’s raining again.

1. Why does it have to rain when I take my mother out ? Yet again it rain last time I took her out it rained . 2. All I bought was two cards a get well card as someone I know has got shingles nasty. And the other one was a welcome to your new home. 3. Bought in an expensive dinner tonight , I normally don’t do these things as money is tight, but what the heck just for once a treat.

1. Watching my most favourite film Brief Encounter. I do hope they never ever make a remake, but that’s my personal view. 2. My blind cat is enjoying going out into the garden now and one of his big sisters goes out with him  still and she waits patiently for him it’s so lovely to see. He is in good health otherwise, he been checked by the vet. 3. Clocks gone forward lighter evenings now it feels like spring and soon to be summer. But the weatherman predicted snow for Easter!

1. Orange hyacinth is brightening up the kitchen a treat. 2. Lady pushes herself in front of a gentleman to get on the bus, he moans, she said well that’s what you do always push yourself forward even if you waited just a few minutes for the bus, you must have a rough idea who catches the same bus as you, he sits down scowling. 3. My blind cat went into the back garden and enjoyed himself, one of his big sisters went out with him and looked after him it was really lovely to see she didn’t leave his side. She gently nudge him and spoke to him .

1. Yes I did go on an adventure nothing grand. Got out of my comfort zone. I shall do it again. 2. Why is it, when the professionals need your help they sort of demand it , but when you do what they ask that’s fine. But when you just ask for an update by phone or email they don’t want to know! An email, letter or phone call is now due by me to complain. It is a vert serious problem actually it’s rather distressing. Won’t go into it here, but between my sister and social services about my aunt, I am not happy and that’s an understatement. 3. I have a new morning mug for my tea bought by my daughter and it’s huge! But enjoying my tea and looking out at the back garden while drinking it.

1. The cold flu virus thingy has really knocked the stuffing out of me, but doing my best to eat ,drink properly and look after myself properly. Doing gentle walking. 2. When having to tell patients that the clinic is running late , got greeted with smiles and to be told that’s fine. That makes a very pleasant change. 3. Debating whether to go somewhere new for my day off. Where is my sense of adventure? It left sometime ago. Ok I go!